'We should all be as fierce, loud, and convinced of our own self-worth as Gertrude Beasley was. It's also a rich gift to the Texas literary canon.'- Texas Monthly The memoir's republication this month, which makes it widely available for the first time in 96 years, is a long-overdue moment of reckoning. The tangled history of My First Thirty Years, and Beasley's horrific personal fate, are case studies in society's merciless treatment of women of her era who gave voice to socially unspeakable truths. 'For almost a century in Texas literary circles, Gertrude Beasley's 1925 memoir has been more a legend than a book.

My First Thirty Years is profoundly human and shockingly candid, a rallying cry that cost its author her career and her freedom. She is undaunted by authority figures but secretly ashamed of her origins and yearns to be loved. With characteristic ferocity, Beasley rejected a life of dependence, persisting in her studies and becoming first a teacher, then a principal, then a college instructor, and finally a foreign correspondent.Īlong the way, Beasley becomes a strident activist for women's rights, socialism, and sex education, which she sees as key to restoring bodily autonomy to women like those she grew up with. Her mother and sisters braved male objectification and the indignities of poverty, with little if any control over their futures. Though British Nobel Prize winner Bertrand Russell called My First Thirty Years 'truthful, which is illegal' and Larry McMurtry pronounced it the finest Texas book of its era, Beasley's words have been all but inaccessible for almost a century-until now.īeasley penned one of the most brutally honest coming-of-age historical memoirs ever written, one which strips away romantic notions about frontier women's lives at the turn of the 20th century.

Shortly after its 1925 publication, Gertrude Beasley's ferociously eloquent feminist memoir was banned and she herself disappeared under mysterious circumstances. 'Thirty years ago, I lay in the womb of a woman, conceived in a sexual act of rape, being carried during the prenatal period by an unwilling and rebellious mother, finally bursting from the womb only to be tormented in a family whose members I despised or pitied, and brought into association with people whom I should never have chosen.'

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